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Why Depressed Men Leave #263017
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by John Folk-Williams
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About a year ago, I wrote a series of posts about my experience with the fantasies of a better life that often prompt depressed men to leave their families.

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That is an interesting article, Rich.

I especially liked this part -

"If you only show the loving support, you cant deal with the destructive behavior. If you only hold him accountable and condemn what hes doing, hell feel shamed without any sense of empowerment on how to connect with his better half.

When I was in a prolonged depression and undermining my relationship, it was important to get this dual message from my partner. Its not an easy one to give or receive since it depends on a combination of love, accountability and enough shock to break through the defensive exterior of blame and withdrawal."

I knew my husband was depressed before he had his affair. I begged him to get treatment, and expressed to him that I was afraid he might make poor choices because of his depression. He refused to see a doctor. We used to talk in bed at night, and he always told me that he promised that things would get better. They didn't. He relieved his depression by having an affair.



"I feel sad that I focused so much on his potential and so little on mine."
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This was what happened with my ex. He reported being depressed for a year before he left. He refused to get help and just became more withdrawn. His fantasy online affair gave him hope for a magic fix. It wasn't him anymore. The problem became me.

I believe my current H is depressed and chooses the anger route instead.


I am working very hard to heal after 8 years in an emotionally abusive marriage.
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J has always had a tendency toward depression. His way of dealing with it, however, was to make it my job to make sure he felt better, or to make sure he didn't have to do anything while depressed. Unfortunately I enabled that way too often. Then I became depressed and depleted...along with every bit of our savings and retirement while he lost jobs, etc.

I have bipolar disorder, so I understand depression very very well. However, I have watched my MIL basically spend her life tiptoeing around and catering to her FIL's moods. Several years ago when she had the chance to visit her Italian relatives, he said it was fine for her to go. Then once she got overseas with a ticket that couldn't be changed, he went into a "depression" and sat around with his shotgun in his lap talking about how he missed her and didn't want to live if she was gone. SELFISH.

I have been depressed enough to take a huge bag of pills and end up in the hospital. And that was selfish too. I have empathy for depression. I do not think it is someone else's job, however, to dedicate their lives to making me feel okay or allowing me to vegetate on the couch while the bills don't get paid.

If a man who is depressed has the wherewithal to take the action to leave, then he has the wherewithal to get something done about his depression. That may sound uncaring, and I do not mean it that way. But prolonged depression that goes untreated while the family falls apart, begging a man to get help.....well, there comes a time when the man is accountable for that too. I enabled for so long I think J literally became incapable of self-soothing or having any sort of intrinsic motivation, and it (along with several other things) helped kill our marriage.

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My depression often motivates me to want to run away. But I know the answer is not "out there", but rather is inside me. Or would be, if I were looking to find a cure. My depression is untreated. I know it is killing my career and my marriage and negatively affecting my children. And still I do nothing. It really stinks to be a masochistic depressed person. In a wierd way, I revel in the pain.


Solutions? There are none. There are decisions.
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i agree with herf.

at some point, it's the person's responsibility to seek help for their depression. i'm not singling you out holdingontoit, but i can understand when someone is unaware of their depression (and i believe sometimes this can happen) .. but it's another thing when you *know* you're depressed and you choose to stay stuck?! like what dr. phil says .. what is the pay off for staying in that comfortable depression?

it's just like getting through a divorce. people can only help you so much and at some point, you need to want to come out the other end.

you have always had a choice and you've chosen to stay stuck. you have the choice to get help, to get unstuck.

when depressed men choose to leave their marriage, it's no different from any WS .. they simply don't want to do the hard work to turn things around. digging yourself out of depression is hard work. just like the work in making a marriage work.

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I suffered from depression for years but was never diagnosed and simply thought it was -

Getting older
More responsibilities
NEVER enough money
Working too much
Not being appreciated at work

You get the point. The list could go on for pages. Co-dependency was a big factor, too and I had no idea what it even was.

When it started affecting my sex life, it got worse. I mean, I couldn't talk to her about it. Like she wouldn't notice anything. It was all just stress and would pass. No big deal.

Of course it is a big deal. Meds and therapy have helped. Now I am working through the feelings of guilt and feeling like its all my fault. If I would have asked for help, if I would have talked to my W...that's the last thing I wanted to do. It was admitting weakness.

Worked out well.



M 15 yrs
D 9-13



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Good for you! For some reason, many men prefer to try to tough it out and not seek help.


"I feel sad that I focused so much on his potential and so little on mine."
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But I did try to tough it out. It wasn't until after the bomb and my world was literally falling apart that I went for help.

I never thought of leaving. Yeah, things were boring, sex was boring, life was boring...

She was already gone.


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Quote:
I suffered from depression for years but was never diagnosed and simply thought it was -

Getting older
More responsibilities
NEVER enough money
Working too much
Not being appreciated at work

You get the point. The list could go on for pages. Co-dependency was a big factor, too and I had no idea what it even was.

When it started affecting my sex life, it got worse. I mean, I couldn't talk to her about it. Like she wouldn't notice anything. It was all just stress and would pass. No big deal.

this is what i mean by "people sometimes aren't aware that it's depression". but you can see .. he was trying to figure out what it was.

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Of course it is a big deal. Meds and therapy have helped. Now I am working through the feelings of guilt and feeling like its all my fault.

i applaud you for seeking help. an example of someone who now knows what it is and doing something about it.

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If I would have asked for help, if I would have talked to my W...that's the last thing I wanted to do. It was admitting weakness.

they call that 'shame'.
but really, asking for help is an act of courage.

i hope it's helping you, idu.

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Thanks, D4.

Much work left to be done. Still a lot of times I want to curl up in a ball & not face anything.


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Much work left to be done. Still a lot of times I want to curl up in a ball & not face anything.

i don't doubt you on that .. it's a long process for sure. but the sooner you start, the better .. it's never too late.

even i've learned that you will fall backwards but it's important to keep moving ahead and working at it.

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Keep working it IDU. Be brave. Every time you refuse to curl up it is a triumph.


Solutions? There are none. There are decisions.
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hold, i hope you see what idu is trying to do and i hope you get there one day as well and not 'revel in the depression/pain'.


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frown sorry idu

at least have hot cocoa there by you

the evil toe tapper was wrong all the way

you can lay there sideways and look at your cocoa

it was all her not you

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Lol, Tink! You remember the toe tapping.

Hold - I'll have to think on the depressed masochistic thing. That sounds terrible but is an oddly apt way to describe those hopeless, helpless feelings. I do understand.


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This may sound harsh....

When a masochist realizes that his/her pain is hurting others and continues to bask in it....

He then becomes a sadist.

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I hope everyone found this link interesting.
Mr Williams the author of this book is following us on social media.

I would like to invite him to join in our discussion.

Comments?

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This is going to sound sexist. I don't know how else to say it so I'll just admit this *does* sound sexist.

I think clinical depression in men is very different and potentially more dangerous than clinical depression in women.

Men seem to be far more skilled at compartmentalizing things. And once you start compartmentalizing depression it becomes awfully familiar. It becomes way too easy to operate under a cloud of clinical depression. Men tend to be more "black and white" than woman therefore they quickly develop (unhealthy) coping mechanisms to keep the depression in the compartment. Eventually though it becomes impossible to function like that and something has to give.

I also believe that men are less likely to get help for depression because it's viewed as weak. What they don't realize is the depression is making them weak.

I see man after man come through our therapist office deeply depressed or so riddled with anxiety it's amazing they are still standing. And so many of them act ashamed they are there.

I'm not sure if it's because I've surrounded myself with healthy women who have a clear idea of where they are at or what but men aren't nearly as open to talking and sharing what depression is. Even in our support group (very safe, very laid back, no pressure, very nice people, relaxed environment) it's like pulling teeth.

Men tend to be fixers (more than women) so it makes sense they feel the fix for their unhappiness is a new life and not tweaks to themselves or their current life.

Man or woman depression is an enticing partner. It's a horrible way to live but it does become the familiar way to live. It's like being lost hundreds of miles at sea. You might be scared, alone, hungry, cold and at your wits end but somehow it feels manageable. Even if you can see the shore and you know life will be easier once you get out of the water it just seems too hard to make the swim.

Its a testament to how complex the human mind is though. My therapist says people, without even thinking about it, come up with masterful (and very unhealthy) ways to manage depression and anxiety. If we could be WELL and use that brainpower then we most likely would be unstoppable.


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I agree, CG. I've been depressed a couple times in my life, and after putting it off, sought help. I've had lots of female friends that have done the same.

A lot of men don't do that. And I agree that men tend to be fixers, and instead of fixing themselves, they prefer to move on to what they think will be a new, better life.


"I feel sad that I focused so much on his potential and so little on mine."
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After reading Rich's last post, I started thinking about J. He never left the family (he needed us). But he did this when jobs got tough or careers weren't working out. He didn't really leave. He just kind of...gave up and stopped trying, which led to him being asked to resign, etc. It was like once it got to a certain point of being overwhelming, he just became powerless. I do confess that the first time it happened I so felt for him and really tried to build him up and be supportive.....by the third time and after the 8 years of school that followed, I think I had reached my own limit.

Luckily J was not afraid to ask for meds, but he did not really want to do any work....just a pill, which isn't really enough to beat the depression.

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I really wonder how many people are prescribed medication for depression and believe that is all they need to do in order to feel better.

I am wholly against general dr's prescribing ANY sort of medication for depression or anxiety. I am WHOLLY in support of GP's making an initial evaluation and helping the patient find the right sort of dr that specializes in depression/anxiety. Depression/anxiety meds are passed out like candy by GP's and no further support is given. There isn't any other condition that a GP wouldn't recommend a specialist. I will never understand why depression and/or anxiety is not treated with the same urgency and specialized care. Isn't the whole point of a GP to keep your overall health in check, spot problems and refer you to a specialized dr to treat the problems that don't fall under "general"?

My friend recently got Xanax from her GP because she made ONE complaint about being overwhelmed and feeling a little anxious and down. Never mind that Xanax can be highly addictive. Never mind the dr didn't ask WHAT was going on in her life that was causing her to feel bad and never mind NO follow up was scheduled. It's just dangerous IMO.

The pill is ONE tool. It's an important tool and the tool that may get the ball rolling but it's not the cure.

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CG, your comments reflect a lot of typical patterns of male depression. It does tend to be very different - several good books have been written on the topic. Anger and externalizing are common - "what is wrong with YOU?" rather than looking inward for answers.

Ultimately though, a committed spouse will not allow any threat to the marriage to run rampant, whether it's depression or anything else. Depression can become an excuse for CB and spouses of the depression need to ensure that they do not become enablers.


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Mentally ill people, men inculded, aren't particully known to make the most rational and well-reasoned decisions. Sometimes the depressed brain finds it difficult to make any decison at all. Women use healtcare much more often than men. Perhaps that is part of the reason why they tend to live longer. But, we are different, us men and women, and to expect men to act like women is . . . well . . .



What we think or what we know or what we believe is, in the end, of little consequence. The only consequence is what we do. ~ John Ruskin
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